May 2012
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a not-so-big-deal decision (it's just annoying...
going to ukraine for a kiev university program for ukrainian-americans
OR
go to music camp in pennsylvania and spend time with my amazing friends who i only get to see maybe three times a year tops
and of course there are other factors, like the fact that in ukraine i wouldn’t really know anyone (of course i would make friends, but it would be new-uneasy friendships) (plus...
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i just want to shoot everyone into oblivion
i feel really gross and uncontained and not together—and i think it’s just that i need a day solely to myself, in which i do everything methodically and meditatively and peacefully
because i feel like i have no time, ever, before i know it a year’s gone by and i don’t feel like i’ve changed but everyone else has for me
