June 2011
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mentally preparing myself for the 3 hour car trip tomorrow with the family. endless annoyance, here we come! i also predict that my mother will want to karaoke during this. also, i have no working earphones. fuck it.
“The secret of attraction is to love yourself. Attractive people judge neither...”
– Deepak Chopra (via moonsiren)
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today is my parent’s anniversary! they’re not really that romantic together, ever, but tonight i want to cook them dinner and just make things really nice—just because, i don’t know, i’m kinda grateful that they still love each other. because it makes me believe more in love, somehow. neither of them is perfect—hell, far from it, but somehow they get around...
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basically, what i'm saying is i'm lazy
i like entertainment wayyyyy too much. cuz, basically, i pretty much die of boredom without it, which doesn’t make for a very good life-skill, because someday i’ll be sitting in some crap job just because i couldn’t get my act together BECAUSE i sat around reading wonderful books all day, or watching FABULOUS movies all day, versus working to be the perfect...
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oh gosh
i really loveeeeeee techno and i guess that’s not really important for me to declare to tumblr world, but i am also procrastinating. so. gotta have something to procrastinate with. oh, that sounded wrong…
i went to a violin summer camp yesterday, just like a visiting thing or whatever, and MAN. sitting down for 5+ hours really does a number on a person’s tailbone, just...
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fucking hate tests i actually have to study for. also, new appreciation for tango/gypsy violin music! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfFKVo4sj-c&feature=related
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on the prospect of death
if i had to die
it would need to be aesthetically,
no point in death
if it can’t remind us of the beauty of life
a gold dress and roiling hair and maybe a few flowers
to keep company.
Anonymous asked: who are you?
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how to float
dreams of being in a place
of no gravity or weight or aches
floating free and smooth and
someplace where i can see the sky
this pure place
and brilliant luminescent sun
reach high with fingers and low with toes and everywhere around goes my soul or the thing that makes me want this place;
perhaps a lost piece of sun yearning for home.
(and my eyes see nothing but blue)
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okay, whatever, i have a freaking english regents tomorrow but who fucking cares. listen, i want to be in love so bad. not that i believe in “true love” or such shit— just love. i don’t think there’s ever going to be a perfect person for someone, but does that matter? i think it’s more the feeling, right then, at that moment, that you get from being with...
so...
i really don’t understand the purpose/appeal of a thong… anyway….
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the definition
you know it’s a good day when the only real responsibility you have is to play music and be nice to your mother (cuz, you know, she’s such a delicate mixture of anxiety and suspicion, prone to explosion at virtually any mishap or “attitude”). also, i got to spend the majority of the day basking in the sun which is really rather lovely although the piano-tuning guy did get...
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mehhhhh
what a surprisingly unastonishing day. i really need an adventure. immediately. i am sinking into a state of normalness AND THAT AIN’T OKAY, NO SIREEE
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school is (thank god) almost over and yet those irritating teachers continue to give as much homework as possible. they never give up.
however, i am very much cheered up by the lovely music of ella fitzgerald and louis armstrong, who make me wish i was back in the good old days of jazz and flappers and etc.
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Listen
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i am surprisingly very much into techno
and coffee. man, i’m just a totally different person now.
